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4:00 a.m, and I am Manic

The time at which my mind finally collapses and comes to agreement with the weariness that has already been clawing at my body for hours seems to be becoming later and later with every evening that passes. This occurance leaves me wondering if soon I might just stop sleeping all together and spend my nights jumping ferociously from one task to another, unable to sit still.

The tips of my fingernails have started turning a deeper shade from the lack of vitamins in my body. Gone away are the light pink cuticles as a hue of brown slowly creeps in, taking their place. I try to take multi vitamins every day but because I am always keeping myself busy I become flighty and forgetful. There is also this ugly bruise on my hip that I can’t seem to shake off. It’s been there for days.

I am living off of coffee and the occasional grape this week.
I am better than the food around me.